Warmness in my heart

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

The shifter lays in the grass, a few hundred feet from the mansion, he was nervous, ken had a great plan but he had no idea if Kesiah would say, yes, no, maybe so. He sighed and twirled a piece of Grass in his hands his mind of in space. He smiled tough, soon the babies will be born and Ken would teach them all he knew, hunting, laughing, playing, and maybe even singing, He was so happy, though he wondered where his love was. The day was sunny but a cool breeze blew his hair. Ken was shirtless as usual, with, only, his ripped shorts on, I feel warmness in my heart my Kesiah.

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

I walked quietly to try and surprise Ken, smiling to myself. I was happy now that Conall was out and now that Stella, for once, was nowhere to be seen. I quietly tip-toed over to where Ken was laying, leanijng down, and pressed my lips to his. I was all happy and restless, I felt my baby was more active in me, it couldn't be much longer before he/she was born.

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken did hear some rustling of leaves but he ignored it, like it was a squirrel. He opened his eyes only to see Kesiah coming right at him, she kissed him sweetly but hard, Ken kissed her back, while pulling heron top of him, always trying not to hurt her, ''Hello there'', Her whispered between a peck. He was so happy she had come out to see him, the day was nice and Ken needed a break from the house. He ended their make out session by kissing her hard, making his heart thump, ''How is our little one?''. Ken was getting nervous, he had a surprise in mind, and it all depend on Kesiah for it to go well, Please let it go well.

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

IMy heart was left in hyperdrive by the time Ken stopped kissing me. I smiled down at him, happy to be alone for while. "He's very active in there. It wont be very long now, I hope it's a boy. I would love to have a little son," I said. I also hoped he had Ken's eyes. But right now I could tell something else was on Ken's mind, and I was dying to find out what. "What are you thinking about?" I asked, rolling over onto my back, a more comfortable position, though I remained with my side touching Ken's.

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken was glad for Kesiah, she seemed happy, and the pregnancy made her radiate. He smiled and held her hand, the heat coming from her side made him warm, ''I am so glad Kesiah, and a little boy would be nice, but a couple would replace us just right''. He plaid with her hand, while the other was behind his head hiding what ever it was. but now he was on his knees holding his loves hand. It just had to work, it was the perfect day, perfect moment, Ken sighed and looked deeply in to her eyes.. ''Kesiah.. Please listen, I love you and i want to live with you for the rest of my life, will you take me as your.. Husband.'' Ken looked at her, a tear was in his eyes, he was so nervous but so happy, his face was glowing with delight, he just wanted his Kesiah as a wife, and his children as his won.

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

at first a big smile warmed my face, there was nothing I would love better than having Ken as my husband. But before I could say, 'I do', a memory popped into my head, a rather bad one.

"My dear little Kesiah, don't be so hard on your father, He isn't always so harsh. He's a sweet man once you get to know him. I wouldn't love him so much if he wasn't," My mother said, smiling sweetly down at me. She looked so happy, so in love with the thought of my father, she didn't pay attention to the bleeding line going down my side, the hot tears in my eyes.

Back in reality, I sat up, biting back a sob and squeezing my eyes closed to hold back tears. It had been awhile sence I had had a flashback like this, fell apart, and I hated it was now. I knew I was hurting Ken but I was shuddering, I cursed myself for hurting him now, when he asked me to be his wife and I fell apart. But I just couldn't stop the tears.

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken watched as his love's face lighten up, he could tell she was happy, but soon she froze, and Ken was confused, she took her other hand, but soon she was sobbing, he had no idea what do do.. HER FATHER.. DAM IT. Ken could guess a thing or two she must be bother her, he sighed and pulled heron to his lap, playing with her hair, trying to sooth her, ''Hun what is wrong please tell me. If your not ready i can wait a eternity''. And he would wait,till death, he would never leave his kesiah, never, it was the truth, He loved her so.

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

I wrapped my arms around Ken, squeezing him to me, I didn't want to wait, I wanted from him to be mine, for me to be his, in any way possible, but my recent memory scared me. I didn't want him to hurt, either, but I could feel he was, or at least sad at my reaction. swallowed, trying to think of what to tell him. "I.. had a bad memory, it just came like they used to... This time though it kinda linked into the moment... And now I don't know what I want," I said truthfully, sadly. I never wanted my children to experiance the kind of abuse I did, and though I knew deep down that Ken could never do anything like that, I couldn't help thinking about my own mom and dad, and how they may have been like this a long time ago.

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken sighed, he held her though, he knew the horrible things she had gone threw, but he had a surprise, though Ken was crying a bit, he was sad for her response. The shifter let he go for a bit, bringing the hand he had been hiding, finally revealing what he had, a silver ring laid in his palm, it was perfect, and a small crystal was sparkling on the top, Ken presented it to her. ''I really wished you would have me, but our life would still be perfect with out marriage''... He sighed but took her hand slipping the ring in the perfect finger, a smile playing on his lips.

RING

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

I looked at the perfect little ring on my finger, feeling a lump in my throat, feeling bad for crushing him like that, for making him think I didn't want him as a husband. I did, and I always would. I moved my arms to circle his neck, and looked up into his pretty green eyes. "I do, and always will, want to be your wife Ken. Nothing would make me happier," I said, a faint smile showing. "If you still want me," I said, it seemed to me he may not want me as a wife anymore, it had seemed that I hadn't wanted him at first. But I did want him, I did love him, and I always would.

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken was glad she didnt take the ring of, he smiled and kissed her lightly as she rapped her arms around him, he could fell the warmth of the baby as her tummy touched his, it was beautiful moment. But he could not understand why she would ask that, ''Kesiah i would want you, forever, i want you now, i will want you in 1000000 years!!''. Ken picked her up and hugged her very very tight, not enough to hurt, but enough to feel every curve in her body, he was so happy. He kissed her tight never wanting to let go.

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

I kissed Ken back entusiastically, before pulling away. "When are we going to tell Stella and Conall?" I asked, to tell the truth I was afraid of Conall's reaction, but it couldn't be helped. Then I smiled up at him. "When will we have the wedding, and where?" I asked, estatic. I never thought I would ever meet someone that I trusted so completely. I never even expected to be a happy girl about to be married, expecially not at eighteen. But I was, and I was happy to be Ken's soon-to-be-wife. I couldn't think of a single person I would rather spend the rest of my life with.

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken was wide eyed as all the question started to poor out, he did not even think of most of those things, just getting the rings was hard, Ken did not even have money, and finding some was very difficult. He laughed though and took her hands, ''Please calm down. We can tell them when we go in.''. Yes Ken wad frikin nervous of telling Conall, he knew the hunter could probably rip his head of.''Well when, maybe we should wait after the baby if you want your dress to fit better, or when ever you want really'', he giggled, and kissed the rings, he would love her for ever, he would have a family with her, and they would live happily/''Well where i would let you choose, but i was thinking here even, its a sweet place, and it will be hard to find some one that will marry us you know''. Ken had thought about that, who would mary two shifters, and one who had kids??

[Kesiah Sarai Wolf]

I smiled at Ken, he seemed so calm where She felt so... jittery. "Well Ken, it doesn't matter who marrys us, wheither it's a preist, a fairy, or even Conall," I chuckled at that, it seemed so out-of-place, Conall marrying them. "And lets wait for the baby to be born," said, then blushing. tIt seemed so stupid, be the reason behind me saying that is so that we could have a honeymoon, even though it may sound extremely selfish to someone else. But other than that it was a good idea, as the baby would be born soon anyway. But right now I was as restless as any girl to go and tell anyone who would listen about her new position in life as a wife-to-be, and I squirmed in Ken's grip, smiling. "Can we go tell Stella now at least?" My eyes where twinkling, I knew Ken my want some time to get used to the idea but I wanted to go tell someone!

[Ken Fernando Cavanagh]

Ken laughed at the though though it seemed kinda scary, and Ken thought waiting for the baby to be born seemed like a good idea, he or she could watch mommy and daddy being married. He smiled, it would also be better, and way more romantic in their honey moon too. He started to day dream, it would also be way better then doing it in the woods, but soon Ken snapped out of it and brought her up with him, and hugged her, he was so dam frikin exited, if he was a dog he would be vibrating right now.''Lets go, i really want to tell some one''!!. He grabbed the hand that had the ring, and started to walk.