Never Again Will I Give My Heart Away

[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul sat on the bank, letting the shallow water lick at his bare feet. How could he ever tell Jisa, after she found Ace? He knew Ace was more than likely a player, and would crush Jisa, and he couldn't do anything about it! He truely loved the girl, he wanted to tell her before it was too late, but it probably already was. Why could he never have anything? He was raised in a dog crate, and had no family. He wanted someone to love, he wanted a family other than just him and his sister. And he didn't want just anyone. He wanted Jisa! How could he ever have her, though? She wanted nothing to do with the tragic man, she wanted the supermodel that would most likely creak her heart. Roul sighed, looking up at the moon. When would his luck change?

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor


I needed some time to myself, away from Ace. Not being exactly myself around him was strange to me, though it was a good thing. It wasn't that I didn't like spending time with him, it was just that sometimes I liked my silence. Maybe I should try to find Stella and Anya... but no I couldn't talk to either of them about this. I think I need a few more friends that I can talk to about everything and anything. Though just thinking to myself will suffice for a while longer. Finding myself at the familiar Flint River, I smiled, I hadn't been here in a long while. A figure that I knew well sat at the bank and I was behind him. Roul. I strode up and sat down next to him, my arms behind me and keeping my upright.

"Hey."

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[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul looked up he didn't expect to see Jisa here, so soon. HJe didn't even know what he wanted to say! But he had to tell her now, he may never get another chance. He swallowed, he was nervous, and she looked so beautiful, as always. "Hey. Jisa... can I ask you something?" He asked, looking back across the river. Maybe he would have a chance... maybe he could be optimistic.... Ah, who was he kidding? What did he have against a super-model type vampire?

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor
When everything falls apart,
Your arms hold me together...

I can feel the awkward silence in the air and the shock of my friend that I am here. Well I haven't been around him as much as I'd like. He asks me if he can ask me something and I look at him a confused look on my face. What could he possibly want to ask me that made him so uncomfortable? But I nod anyway. I hope it isn't what I think it is. That would be terrible because I love my Ace and I know he loves me too. I would hate to lose my friend, the one that could understand me.

When everything falls apart,
You're the only hope for this heart.

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[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul took a deep breath, scared, truely terrified, for the first time in his life. "Well... There is this girl I truely love with all my heart, one I've loved for awhile now. I would tell her, but she doesn't like me. She likes a guy that I think is more likely the type that would use her and leave her to bleed. And I don't know what to do because I love her, I don't want to ruin the friendship we have, but I don't want to see her hurting either." There. It was out, no taking it back now. He swallowed again, he knew Jisa could figure it out. He just didn't know how she would take it. He called Ace a player, but that's how he saw him. Or maybe it was just his jealousy talking.

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor
When everything falls apart,
Your arms hold me together...

Roul started talking and I listened earnestly, it wasn't until the end I figured out who he was talking about. Me. I didn't know what to say or do. He cared about me but he basically called Ace a player. That proves that Roul had no idea what he was talking about, though I did debate it for a second. Ace was a man from the 1950's who didn't know about love and was afraid to even hold hands with a girl. Unless it was all an act... I didn't know what to think now that Roul had put the obvious questions across. Roul cared about me, which I knew now. I turn to Roul, my hair falling over my shoulder, my eyes wide.

"Roul... Ace wouldn't do that to me."

I was still trying to find the answer to everything else for now.

When everything falls apart,
You're the only hope for this heart.

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[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul sighed, he was so frustrated! "How do you know that Jisa? You've known him for about a week! I've seen what guys try thimgs like that on Kaala, and she'd fall for it. He's the same... They act all innocent, Jisa, but they have you fooled. I know you like him Jisa, but I'm telling you this because I don't want to see you hurt," He said, looking at her sadly. Why did he have to be the bad guy? Jisa will hate him for saying this, he knew, and it killed him. Why didn't things ever go his way? When will he make his way out of hell?

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor
When everything falls apart,
Your arms hold me together...

I can see the frustration in my friend's face. He truly believes that Ace would do something like that to me. I haven't had any experience is relationships so how would I know? What if Ace used this act with hundreds of other girls? He could be just like- but I focused back on what Roul was saying to me. Roul was the one with the super senses, maybe he was right. The sadness in my friends eyes was so unbearable. How could she have been so stupid? The blind shifter cared about me and he wasn't just trying to break Ace and I up so he could have me, that was obvious. I had been ignorant and I had let my guard down way too easily because I thought that the electric blue eyed Vampire was innocent. Vampire. I should have known.

"You're right. I should've thought about it, Roul."

When everything falls apart,
You're the only hope for this heart.

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[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul felt bad as soon as he felt the disappointed feelings coming off Jisa. Why did he have to be the bad guy? "Jisa... I know you really like him, trust me, I do. I guess I'm just saying... be careful. I don't want to see you hurting, I want you to be happy, weither it's with me or Ace, or whoever else," He said, though he knew he was condemning himself as he said it. He knew she would either think that he was saying this to make himself look like a hero or something, to break her and Ace up so he could have her. Which he wasn't doing. He just wanted whatever she wanted to make her happy. But he still did something extremely stupid of him to comfort her. He took the hand clostest to his, well relly he laid his hand on hers. "I don't want you hurting Jisa, because believe it or not I know what it's like to have no family, no one there for you. Only I had to raise Kaala at the same time. I know what it's like, you can't trust anybody, everything is out to get you, Your past haunting you, and I don't want that for you. You deserve better than that, Jisa."

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor
When everything falls apart,
Your arms hold me together...

A smile lighted on my pretty face as Roul thought the disappointment was for him. But it wasn't. He acted like I would hate him forever for caring about me and making sure I didn't do anything that I would regret. On the contrary, actually I was more grateful to him than anything. After all this is the first time I have truly fallen for someone. I nod before I look back up at Roul again.

"I know Roul and I want the same for you, to be happy."

The blind Shifter put his hand on mine and though I knew it was not the best thing to do in this situation. He started talking again and I froze. How did he know? How did Roul know that I was alone? It was a fact I preferred for only me to know. It sounded like he could read my mind from what he was talking about and it scared me. Not the mind reading thing because I knew that was ridiculous, but the fact that he knew.

"How would you know Roul? How would you know that I am all alone? That I have no family?"

Yes I had panicked and shot up from where I was sitting, standing a few feet away from him. Fear in me makes me angry, and I was tensed to bolt if I got too angry.

When everything falls apart,
You're the only hope for this heart.

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[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul looked up at Jisa, he felt the change in her emotions, and he felt bad for that. He had offically dug his grave. "I know because of the way you act, the way you conduct yourself. You look alone... Jisa, before you run off can I tell you something about Kaala and I I never told anyone else?" He asked, looking back out into the waters. He wanted Jisa to know that he knew how she felt, incase he never saw her again. He never really wanted to share his past with anyone before, but he wanted her to know. Just in case... In case of what? Roul didn't know.

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor
When everything falls apart,
Your arms hold me together...

I calm at Roul's words. Just hoping that no one else suspects it. Really, I don't like being pitied. I'd rather everyone thought I chose to be away from my rich family. Sighing I stopped being tense. He asks me if he can tell me something about him and Kaala. I come back to sit next to him, I have always been curious of the sibling Shifters.

"Sure. I'm sorry, I won't run."

I felt the uncertainty in the air.

When everything falls apart,
You're the only hope for this heart.

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[Roul Azzuen Ruuqo]

Roul looked up at Jisa, he was sure this was going to end badly but if he was screwing himself, he might as well do it thourghly. "Well, we didn't exactly have the traditional childhood. We where no born, unless you count fusing two cells in a test tube being born. We grew up in a dog crate, being tested on, genetic experiments. That's how I lost my eyesight. The docters though they could enhace my night vision by surgery," He spit the words out in spite, though he didn't let people know it, his blindness was a tender spot for him. It was horrible to once have sight, to see colors and shapes and people, then have it all snached away. "When I finally got Kaala and I out of the lab, we found out it was on a cliff. And then we found out we could shift. Thankfully. Otherwise we'd be bussard food." He concluded, not at all in a good mood after his confession. Rather, he felt depressed. Oh, goody, first heartbroken, now dpressed. Peachy.

[kalila]

Kalila

Kalila had been walking down the side of the river thinking about what had happened after her death almost two months ago. Well she was more thinking about what had not happened. She had meet no one, had seen no one and she was pretty sure she was starting to hallucinate seeing traits of her dead sister on other people but none of them seemed to be Jisa. She knew the day would come when she found out what had happened to her sister but the day still seemed to be far away in her future.
All of this would depress a normal person but Kalila was not normal she was an angel. But beond that she was happy no matter what happened she looked on the bright side and had a smile glued to her face
Then it happened again she saw across the river the black of her sisters hair . The sight made her stop and lose her focus on the trees ahead of her she ran into one,not that it hurt for she was in the same state of a cloud right now but it did temporarily blind her.
As she backed out of the tree she changed her state to appear as solid as a human.
The girl looked so unbeliviabally like her sister that she was cerntain it was Jisa.
She called out her beautiful voice clear even over the sounds of the river as though they were singing together.
"Jisa?"
She stepped around all the trees up to the bank of the river so that she was in clear veiw.
She noticed a man there sitting by the girl they were in a conversation the man dropping his head sligthly and looking over all depressed.
She began to rise up off the floor when she realised that if these people were not supernaturals they would be very scared buy a person levitating over the river so she lovered to the ground and hoped they did not notice that.
"I am sorry to disturb you two but," she faced the girl full on the fact that she looked just like her sister lessend by the fact that this girl had multipul scars all over her,"you looked just like my sister Jisa and I was just seeing if..." her voice trailed off as she saw the girls eyes the same Caribbean blue as hers the sight made her fly up wards a full twenty feet and slowly float down again.
"Sorry" her beautiful voice once again carrying across the river with great ease.
what was she thinking this was obiousally not her sister Jisa had died many years before. Or had she?
Kalila stood there unsure for the first time sice she had died on what to do.

[dana]

Ayden Flame Malcome
Ayden watched the two shifters. He was not quite close enough to hear what they were saying but they both seemed rather dark and dismal not unlike himself. He watched them trying to figure out how to attack them as a girl around sixteen called out to them. She was beautiful with long blonde hair and a perfect figure she was trying to get their attention.
He was fearful for the girl not sure if the shifters would attack her but he felt as though he had to help her.
The girl had an innocent look on her face as though she feared nothing and loved everything. She was happy and a light seemed to be glowing from within her. Ayden had never felt this love for a person before at least not a person he didn't even know it was scary. As the girl made eye contact with one of the shifters he felt tense.Unsure what the shifter would do.
Then something wiered happened. The girl saw the female shifters eyes and they surprised her so much she must have jump up a mile. Then she slowly floated downwards.
The girl could fly. That would make her a fairy, a supernatural, someoone to be hated, someone to be killed.
But if this girl was a fairy then where were her wings? The sun was shing down on the girl through the trees but still no wings were showing.
Thats not possibale he thought. How could any fairy do that?
But that was not what was unsetteling him the most, what was unsetteling him was the fact that he still felt for the girl even though he was sure she was a supernatural he still loved her when he should have hated her. She was the opposite of him in so many ways but he still loved everything about her. She made him want to smile and have fun. Him . Ayden. Smile. That was a first. He wanted to get closer to her, to hear her talk, to know her. He had forgoten about the shifters they now seemed to be a minor issue something he could deal with later or never. Hunting could wait but he had an odd feeling that this girl would be gone sone and he did not want to be alone anymore. He needed to leave this place to think he turned away quickly and ran in the opposite direction