The world with out me.

[Stella Mari De Souza]

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[atrb=background,http://i437.photobucket.com/albums/qq95/amanda1472/Vampire_Remake-1-5-1.jpg] A beautiful pale figure ran threw the woods, humans eyes could not see her, the vampire was lost in her mind she did not want to live right now, she knew this life was a torture chamber just made for the unfortunate, she ran with out stopping thinking out ways to get away from reality. She did stop for a moment though bending down, Stella was looking at a beautiful flower it was white with large petals, with her pale hands Stella touched the petals sniffing the beautiful scent. Stella then sighed standing up she rubbed her arm looking around, she set off again not knowing where she would end up. Her legs would never get tired, her breathing was easy, her make up was perfect and her cloth was simple and clean. Stella did not have a home, she lived day by day, she left school, her mom and dad died, and her older brother is out there some where. She ran her arms pumping, her hair blowing in the wind, and her heart was no longer pumping.

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[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisa
But Dark girl lives in the dark,
So you dont see her painful mark.

Sneakers glided forward on the rough terrain of the forest floor, looking as if they barely touched the ground. Silence was deafening in the air, nothing could be heard, not even the sound of the birds. Perhaps because there were two very unnatural people in their territory, they could sense it, so they had probably left. Black hair whipped and swirled around a tall figure like black mist surrounding the girl. Jisa was running simply because she could, like anything else in this world. A small frown was placed upon her face, as it always was, because the negative black haired young adult couldn't stand herself, or anything else for that matter. She came to an abrupt stop, and glanced around, her icy eyes glowing in the dimly lit forest. Extremely sensitive senses told her that there was someone out here with her, and it wasn't human of course, or Jisa would've felt it much sooner. No this was someone who was once human, like she once was too. The black haired lady hadn't gained full control over her transformations yet, whenever she became distressed or too... hateful and angry, the change started but she could stop it half way.

This was one of those moments, Jisa had been a Hunter, at heart she still was, she had not forgiven the supernaturals- now her kind- for killing her family. Instant resentment for this supernatural welled up in her, triggering her easily angered personality. Her eyes blurred before her they changed color, they were now the colour of a sunlit ocean on a sunny day, her black abyss iris's thinned and narrowed. Her nails disappeared and lethal black claws replaced them, small ears appeared atop her head. She did not like losing control, so she instinctively laid her ears back against her head so they'd be lost in her straight black hair. Slipping her hands in her jeans pockets she looked like a Hunter once again, deadly and precise. Of course, she could never go back to that, she'd be killed ruthlessly. But hey, just 'cause she was a Renegade didn't mean that she wouldn't find the guy who made her this way and kill him. A small smile played on her lips at the thought, the only thing that made her happy. I hope you're ready for some sweet revenge Shifter, 'cause I will get mine.

Snapping back to the present, the shape shifter scanned the horizon. Her clear-cut eyesight easily spotted the vampire, well of course she smelled her first. It was ridiculous that fiction writers portray shape shifters and vampires as almost always hating each other’s presence. Not that Jisa would know anything about that, and Vampires did not smell bad to her, it was like walking into your friends house, your house smells different than theirs but it's just another scent. Since she had calmed down and she was in a good mood, she decided she'd talk to the vampire. Pinching her fingers together and slipping them into her mouth she whistled a short but very loud whistle, that would get the vampires attention.

Dark Dark girl may never know,
Just how much the light can show.

[Stella Mari De Souza]

The pale Vampire looked up the birds where running like she would eat them, sigh, Stella was not the blood type, she preferred the normal human food. But as she scanned the horizon a familiar smell came to her, not one of a friend one of a supernatural, a Shifter. She jumped up a tree, using her muscular legs, she made no sound. Stella caught her self on the lowest branch using her long red nails. And as soon as she landed the Young woman found her self being called, the shifter had whistled to her, Looking down and to her right the vampire decided to jump down her legs made no sound, her hair bouncing back on her shoulders in perfect synchronization.

Stella started to walk towards the Female shifter, her swirly black and magenta dress swirling in the light breeze. She was wearing a small sweater, that Stella could never really remember what it was called, it had long sleeves but ended right under her breast, shrugging , she walked. Stella analyzed the shifter with her sharp eyes, she looked very beautiful with a darker tan skin and bright blue eyes. her hair was straight and black, Stella nodded to the Shifter, a hello. As soon as the vampire was steps away, she stopped, '' Hello there, did you call?''.

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisa
But Dark girl lives in the dark,
So you dont see her painful mark.

The dark haired young lady watched as the female Vampire leaped up a tree for no apparent reason. That was odd, but then again, nothing about Jisa's world was normal. A deep breeze picked up the young shifter's long hair and sailed it out behind her well formed body. Ocean blue eyes rolled over at the vampire's obvious precision and perfection, the seventeen year old hated how perfect most supernaturals were, but in this case for some reason she decided she liked her. Well obviously she knew she was all that, Jisa couldn't complain, she herself was like that too. Her blood red lips turned up at the edges slightly, maybe Jisa could finally have someone she knew that wasn't deceased or trying to kill her. Her smile dropped at that thought, maybe she didn't need anyone around her to keep her in one place, and give her up to Shifter, as she called the stranger.

Finally Jisa changed back to normal, the ears disappeared and so did the claws. The black haired female straightened herself up and made herself seem bigger and stronger, but of course she didn't need it, being already six feet. Her tanned arms crossed over her chest, waiting for the vampire to say something. Okay, even though she thought she might possibly like this girl, didn't mean she was actually trusting of any type of supernatural. Hey, who would trust a stranger with blood sucking tendencies with fangs, straight off the bat? Chin held high while the vampire assessed her quite sharply, no one would underestimate her, not now and not ever.

"Yeah, I wonder why I'd call a Vampire down here, maybe I can sense you're something like me. I deeply doubt that but we'll see."

Jisa's serious voice answered the vampire girl with a devil-may-care shrug.

"I wouldn't tell you my real name just yet, so you can call me J. Mind telling me what I can call you? I'd hate to have to call you Vampire."

Of course, Jisa couldn't care less if the vampire told her her real name, and she wouldn't mind calling the wavy haired woman Vampire either. You know what? Jisa was just very careful with whom she told her name to.

Dark Dark girl may never know,
Just how much the light can show.

[Stella Mari De Souza]

Stella noticed that the female in front of her was very tall, six feet even, and that intimidated Stella at being five foot four, but Stella was calm and she noticed how the shifter, as she noticed, calmed too hiding her shape back to the human self she was. Stella crossed her arms looking cold, even though warm and coldness never really affected her, she knew this Supernatural was different, more resentful of whom she was even, Stella hoped maybe for once she would find a person close to herself.

The small vampire watched the way she acted knowing that small movement could mean something else,something bigger. '' Nice to meet you J, you can call me Stella or Mari, i don't mind''. She wiped her dress as it blew in the breeze she did not want her under shorts to show, that would be embarrassing even for her. She was not sure was this shifter had called her but maybe she would find out.

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisa
But Dark girl lives in the dark,
So you dont see her painful mark.

Jisa felt the intimidation roll off of the unnamed vampire in waves, well what did you expect? Once a specifically trained Hunter, her senses were already sharp as a human because of that, and now a Shape Shifter, her senses were at least twenty times better than they were. Not that she was proud of what she was, not to say the least. Ocean blue eyes looked toward the climbing sun, in her animal form she was quite uncomfortable in the midday heat. Her iris's narrowed due to the direct light source, before she turned back toward the Vampire.

"I'm sure you don't, so what were you running from?"

Jisa asked straight out, not caring if it was rude or not. Stella seemed polite and fragile on the inside, only the Shifter knew that it was pointless having that type of personality.

Dark Dark girl may never know,
Just how much the light can show.

Sorry that's so short.

[Stella Mari De Souza]

The vampire was not sure what she was doing here at all really her mind had a break down, well mostly her heart. Stella had been running from reality, the species she had become, the female had always wishes that vampire had not jumped her that day, life would have been so much more simple,beautiful really. Her mind had just stopped earlier that day ad Stella had left where ever she was running, she had left her life behind, well the life she had now, to look for the one she had before, she knew she would not find that now, but it was worth it.'' I was not exactly running from a object or a live being..but from reality.'', Stella never really spoke much, she was a shy girl, but with a close friend you may eve say she was hyper? But of this J sked a Stella would answer, '' reality is my worst enemy, i never wished to be what i am now''.

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisa
But Dark girl lives in the dark,
So you dont see her painful mark.

Jisa watched the memories and issues roll through Stella's mind, for some reason it reminded Jisa of herself just after her family had been murdered. Instant sympathy for the vampire welled up in the Shifter, but it was an unnattached feeling, she couldn't feel it, but she knew she should in that moment. It was part of what had protected her for those four years, all emotion was shut down and put in a closet like a cold case, hardly ever released and solved. So patiently, silently and emotionlessly, Jisa waited for her answer, that might just make the connection Jisa needed. The answer came in its own time, and after she heard it, Jisa softened and didn't mind.

"Illusions go away when you quit believing; reality never goes away, even when you want to stop believing."

Faraway quotes were Jisa's specialty, and were almost always right.

"Running only delays reality's catch up. Trust me, I know. Though most are too scared to stop running, even I haven't managed yet."

This was the only time Jisa had ever dove into her heart and brought up something truly heartfelt. The dark haired girl was never made to be alone, yet here she was truly alone. She had dearly loved her sister, but that was all gone now.

"And I certainly am not supposed to be like this."

Reverting to her original nonchalance.

Dark Dark girl may never know,
Just how much the light can show.

Sorry that's so short.

[Stella Mari De Souza]

Stella sat down her mind was running wild with sympathy for herself and for what this Shifter has seemed to have passed threw, something similar than herself the girl supposes. She sat down on the ground where soft grass and dead leafs lay, to Stella the ground was silk soft but to humans it would feel itchy and scrape their skin. She sighed trying to interpret what J had said, she was not sure what the Shifter had meant for a second, but looking up at the young woman's face Stella wiped her tear duck like a fresh tear would be coming out of her eye, '' I know what you mean J, You can run away from life, but it just comes running back to get you'', Stella put it in a simpler forum, a way her mother always told her.

Stella then stood up she started to pull something out of her small shoulder purse that she had put behind her back, this would look random to some people but Stella did this in the memory of her great grandmother. She took out a beautiful red rose, it was bright and not even a dent on it, Stella started to walk towards the wolf shifter, '' Take this J, its away for all of us Supernatural to remembers our selves and re member our ancestors and how they love us... and if i may know, and is you real name?'', Stella took J 's hand cradling the rose in the shifters hand letting it go lightly hopping the long haired beauty would soon reveal herself.

[Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor]

Jisa
But Dark girl lives in the dark,
So you dont see her painful mark.

Jisa watched as the vampire dropped herself to the floor, obviously pondering the ominous warning she had given her. Silence hung thickly through the air, and this time, Jisa felt self conscious and awkward. As usual she ignored the feeling and stayed standing, though she would like Stella as a friend, because of their similarities. Jisa hadn't cried since she had been little, she had always been a happy child, she hadn't even cried for her family when she had found them dead. She had been caught up in trying to keep herself alive even until now that she hadn't. Shifting uncomfortably under the gaze of the saddened vampire, Jisa looked away. Stella had interpreted it almosty perfectly.

Stella's rose was completely random and the moment completely heartfelt, too much so for Jisanna's taste. But she dealt with it because she still hoped Stella was a potential friend at least. The rose...

Suddenly Jisa was in a different place. She was ten and running around with her sister, giggling and playing like little girls do, in the backyard. Her parents were sitting on the patio, watching them play peacefully, when they were done playing her parents called them over to talk. Now that Jisa thought of it, they looked as if they knew something the children didn't. Pulling two roses off of the table they each rested one in both children's hands. Jisa's was blood red, and her sister's was white with a few red splashes on it. They had told them, 'You are always loved and remembered, you'll always have family. Don't forget that.'

Jisa snapped back to the present, surprise and sadness written all over her face. Instantly, her face smoother out to the uncaringness of the moment once again. She was very confused. Taking the rose and slipping it in her pocket, Jisa removed her hand from Stella's in pure awkwardness.

"I know. My name is Jisanna Elizabeth Taylor, but you can call me Jisa."

She whispered to the vampire, momentarily barely being able to speak.

Dark Dark girl may never know,
Just how much the light can show.

[Stella Mari De Souza]

The vampires face tilted to the slide the slight breeze stopped for a moment, she watched as the shifters face looked blank like she went back in time, thinking. Stella took her gaze of J's face, a small crow flew over head Stella smiled, she had always loved nature as a small child, she had a puppy once she loved that dog, but as she got older so did her dog, and it passed away just before she got turned, to Stella all the worst things in life happened all at once. That could be a good thing, get it over with a t once or to some its worst, all to much at once it to much on their souls, their hearts. To Stella it was both at the beginning she wanted to die and she almost tried it, but in the end it made her a stronger person.

Stella looked back at J as soon as her face looked back at reality, The vampire almost forgot she was holding the shifters hand and let her slip it off, and she almost felt embarrassed, but she didn't blush or smile nervously she just talked, '' That's a beautiful name you got Jisanna, but i must tell you, my mother gave me a beautiful pink rose and to my sibling one that resemble them , i saw this one and promised to give to the first person i saw that looked like the, at the soul i mean.. and it was you. But my promise is over and i fee better, thank you.'' Stella was glad that Jisa was here to help he rwith her promise but her voice seemed quite, frail, Stella wanted to put a hand on Jisa's shoulder but didnt, she folded her hands behind her back rufling her dress. She frowned not knowing why her friend was acing like this.